“And I think I’ve been content to let it go, not think about it too hard, and not let myself want too much or care too deeply that the feelings of disgust and vileness about my body persist. I turn the attention away from me and on to them. I make my partners feel beautiful and desirable because I experience them that way and don’t ask for that in return.
I can feel pleasure. I have lots of good sex. I’m good at achieving an orgasm now. Isn’t that enough?”
Read the full piece here: Being The Feast